Try to connect with someone else. That's one thing you need to do.Yeah, it's kinda tough writing this way. Maybe I should but in a different way. Maybe writingin Dreamweaver instead of notepad (or what's essentially notepad on a very basic level.) Feeling like you're doing what's the equivalent of writing in cuniform a journal (can you image trying to do that? Trying to keep your thoughts down to what you care badly enough to write down that you'd do it in cuniform?)